More technical problems .. If you have the privilege of being a stay at home mom And just a stay at home mom If you have the privelage to drive your kids to and from school Without worrying about another job and income I seriously hope that you are thankful for that privelage I am so thankful for all of my privelages But not having this particular one can be very difficult Especially when you have a child who is becoming more high needs I am already sweating bullets about how to function next September because of the difficulty with getting my kid to school and back/ happily and safely I have it worked out now so that I can drive Hope to school this year And let me tell you How thankful I am For this privelage Of getting to be a Mom A mom who waves as her daughter walks in the big school doors I can honestly tell you that I have no idea why a mom would ever choose to not share these experiences with their kid. Right now I just want to cry But the sunshine and chocolate chips are not permitting me I am so thankful for my kids I am so afraid for them I want to be there for them at every corner Every step Every challenge
Hello. I'm sorry I am such a total technical failure. But I refuse to blog from my downstairs computer. I've got things going on and only this phone is available.
So I will try to add one more dose for the day This one is about freedom
We heard recently about our freedom in Christ And i totally loved it And agreed And was excited Because I have been feeling the same way The exact same way
And in my usual short and round about way Ill just say We are free. Do you feel free? Do you act free? We have found true freedom This world will never know So why again return to slavery? Why create more bondage?
And then I got thinking Something is really only bondage if it is not conducive with spiritual freedom And something is only free if it is separate from human bondage And maybe one persons freedom is another persons bondage Not sure But I'm only talking about how we walk now as people who have found freedom in the spirit Because of the Word Should we be entangled with any lust? Any burden? Any fear? I figure Fear is one of the most deceptive and ugliest enemies (I was just fearful 5 seconds ago) Fear takes away Trust and thus Freedom The backbone of Freedom is Trust And So Are we afraid of not being addicted? Are we afraid of not being cool? Are we afraid of not being known? Are we afraid of being known? Are we afraid of sickness and death? Are we afraid to lose ourselves down here? Are we afraid of being anything at all? Any fear is bondage. Except the honest active fear of God Ill admit I wrestle with fear And I see that others do too I see that our fears are not the same however So, I wish you Liberty On every side Liberty. Which is Joy
More technical problems .. If you have the privilege of being a stay at home mom
ReplyDeleteAnd just a stay at home mom
If you have the privelage to drive your kids to and from school
Without worrying about another job and income
I seriously hope that you are thankful for that privelage
I am so thankful for all of my privelages
But not having this particular one can be very difficult
Especially when you have a child who is becoming more high needs
I am already sweating bullets about how to function next September because of the difficulty with getting my kid to school and back/ happily and safely
I have it worked out now so that I can drive Hope to school this year
And let me tell you
How thankful I am
For this privelage
Of getting to be a Mom
A mom who waves as her daughter walks in the big school doors
I can honestly tell you that I have no idea why a mom would ever choose to not share these experiences with their kid.
Right now I just want to cry
But the sunshine and chocolate chips are not permitting me
I am so thankful for my kids
I am so afraid for them
I want to be there for them at every corner
Every step
Every challenge
Hello. I'm sorry I am such a total technical failure. But I refuse to blog from my downstairs computer. I've got things going on and only this phone is available.
ReplyDeleteSo I will try to add one more dose for the day
This one is about freedom
We heard recently about our freedom in Christ
And i totally loved it
And agreed
And was excited
Because I have been feeling the same way
The exact same way
And in my usual short and round about way
Ill just say
We are free.
Do you feel free?
Do you act free?
We have found true freedom
This world will never know
So why again return to slavery?
Why create more bondage?
And then I got thinking
Something is really only bondage if it is not conducive with spiritual freedom
And something is only free if it is separate from human bondage
And maybe one persons freedom is another persons bondage
Not sure
But I'm only talking about how we walk now as people who have found freedom in the spirit
Because of the Word
Should we be entangled with any lust? Any burden?
Any fear?
I figure Fear is one of the most deceptive and ugliest enemies
(I was just fearful 5 seconds ago)
Fear takes away Trust and thus Freedom
The backbone of Freedom is Trust
And
So
Are we afraid of not being addicted?
Are we afraid of not being cool?
Are we afraid of not being known?
Are we afraid of being known?
Are we afraid of sickness and death?
Are we afraid to lose ourselves down here?
Are we afraid of being anything at all?
Any fear is bondage.
Except the honest active fear of God
Ill admit
I wrestle with fear
And I see that others do too
I see that our fears are not the same however
So, I wish you Liberty
On every side
Liberty.
Which is Joy