they faint not

thank you Universe
for colliding in my favour
and also, thank you
kind peeps
who gave me a good reference.

consider the lilies of the field
so we went to the swimming pool
and i saw 2 people from high school
in the wading pool in their leisure suits
whom I hadn't see in 14 years
and they looked the same
but their skin sagged a bit
I am sure they thought the same thing


waiting and pondering in wonder
glimpsing and sighing for
conclusive evidence
sparkle dust awaits my dry eyes
i hope
glitter dust too

leg warmers

i am beginning to notice that I may be the only person that thinks these are cool
and I guess I am ok with that
but you people are missing out

leg warmers are Flash Dance all over again
leg warmers are layered fuzzy yumminess
leg warmers are tightless covers that go under and over everything

leg warmers are
you go girl
luv em


I really like this name
I really like this story
Abigail means
father of rejoicing

I had even wanted to name Hope
Abigail for a minute or two
but I have a neice with the name

David married Abigail because she loved God
because she was a peace maker
because she was honest and humble
and did whatever it took
because she had a tonne of guts and clarity of mind
and she laid her life on the line

LEONARD COHEN LYRICS - Dance Me To The End Of Love

LEONARD COHEN LYRICS - Dance Me To The End Of Love:
"Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in
Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love
Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone
Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon
Show me slowly what I only know the limits of
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on
Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long
We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above
Dance me to the end of love
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to the children who are asking to be born
Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn
Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn
Dance me to the end of love

Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin
Dance me through the panic till I'm gathered safely in
Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove
Dance me to the end of love"

age 2

2 is
a whole new world
funny and smart and adorable
stubborn and argumentative
once upon a time
there was an idea
that may have been a good one

a general rule

mostly I find that criticism is difficult to take when circumstance is already making things a little bleak
so I am sorry if I lashed out

the good news fairy has wings

she made today shiny with a $500.00 gas card
i won!

check this space out


twenty ten
be my fren

walk with me nice
give good advice
sway gently days
pass swiftly to gaze
into suns warmy face

encourage me past
the filthy glass
so i can see
whats left for me
you've done me good
and i know you could
continue to bless
through each test
remember in highschool when
you and your boyfriend would take a
and after a little while
we all knew what that really meant
sharmi-you gotta hook me up with some pattern for this Blog. it is boring me crazy.

charity never fails

1 Corinthians 13 King James Bible: "Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. 2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. 3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.
4 Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
8 Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away. 9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. 10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. 11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. 12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. 13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity"

i'm fine

often i am reminded of George's parents
on Seinfeld
and how they always yelled
even when they were calm
even when they were happy
this is my family sometimes
this is what i do sometimes
you should meet my grandma

SERENITY NOW! (serious - that was such a funny episode)

i've been busy

i am trying to formulate thought
and come to the odd
and i am finding the dull fog of winter
making it rather difficult

my heart is attached to my body

everyone seems to
about the head on the shoulders
but i am starting to care
more about
the heart inside the ribcage