clarify the cigarette comment

i think smoking is pretty gross
for obvious reasons
and smokers breath is equally gross
as is smokers stinky clothes, hair, and home
not to mention it is an expensive luxury
like maybe quit smoking and save a starving child
however,
i totally get it
and i totally get why people do it
and i totally know why they can't stop

I was a smoker
the kind that likes smoking and intends on smoking forever
much to my mothers dismay as she offered to pay me $1,000.00 to quit
which I ignored
I was a smoker
until things changed
abruptly

and so, I get it
but it's not proper
and maybe even worse